Reflection from one year ago:

Why do we sometimes get in the way of our own healing? Why does it seem that we want the suffering to continue?  Maybe it’s because it allows us to feel something at that moment, regardless of the emotion, or we are protecting ourselves.  God easily heals the hurting but we need to ask Him to do so and we need to be willing to act.  Sometimes, we are not ready to move.  Sometimes, we go two steps forward then one step back.  

Jesus fell from the weight of His cross, and we will fall many times as well from the weight of our own .  We cannot be discouraged.  We are human and at some point, that excruciating chasm that breaks our heart, will not be as wide.  

Kryie Eleison,

Paula